I get weird insights around this time of year, for reasons I will leave aside here… when these arise in my awareness, it is almost impossible to keep them in awareness long enough to ‘translate’ them into language… they do not arise in language or thought… but in my ‘soul’ which is beyond both, and is the origin of the possibility of either.

But here are some of the notes from recent epiphanies…

1. The humans are confused because »objects (‘tools’) cannot exist. In the Origin place, these are unnecessary and are simply modes of consciousness. No tools can exist except in the material layer. The Origin layer is more like dreaming, where ‘objects’ are just ‘forms of consciousness’ and have no deleterious effects on beings or Origin.

Objects are ‘like gods’ to humans, and so the capacity to make them fascinated our species to such a degree that they were willing to sacrificed »everything to just keep inventing new ‘devices’ and ways to propagate them.

2. ‘Heaven’ is a layer of reality established by the symbiotic ‘mutual concern and love’ of the solar system and the living beings of Earth. Implicit in the Babel myths (let us gather the dust together into bricks and make a tower) is a serious problem, that humans, by »manufacturing objects will ‘attack heaven’.

The Earth »generates heaven in timespace and beyond by her activities… and these are »destroyed and replaced by manufacturing. Manufacturing is actually »obliterating the basis of heaven, which is not a place or a thing … »but myriad ways of being together, with and for each other, that are replaced by »being apart, with and for the propagation of dead objects.

Our species is literally ripping the local layer of Origin and its children, who are organs in its body.. apart… for the sake of ‘tools’, which we must then serve instead of the spirit of life, intelligent, each other, anamnesis… and love.

3. It faded while I was writing 1 and 2. Perhaps I will recover it…