I often speak at length in a mode I must understand as ‘in discovery’ since I really had no idea what I would say or see before I began. My ‘dialogue partner’ is often absolutely silent, and yet, without her, I do not say these things, many of which are, to me, incredibly unlike my normal mind or self, which is to say: astonishing! So who is speaking!? It is not me, for I will only speak thus to her specific silence! Now what?